govie80

I hate the man. He can make me want to cry. I just don't know what to do anymore. :( Dr. Kranbuehl is completely unreasonable. He makes it sound like I'm unorganized and unprepared. It's more like, I have 5 billion projects going on and no time when they are "due" so I work on them all haphazardly and then he'll come in and expect results from proj #51 when I haven't worked on that in 3 weeks cause I'm on #23.

Then he yells at me for 90 minutes because the scales on my graphs aren't EXACTLY the same and things aren't SUPER DOOPER labelled with every detail. I could understand this being a big deal if I didn't know the information and if it wasn't saved on the computer file etc. BUT IT IS. And when I say that I have the information, but that it isn't printed on this slide, he just says . . "I DON'T CARE! I want it on every slide, how am I supposed to know?" etc Ok, he HAS a point, but he also comes in without any notice and doesn't give me time to get things prepared. And I can't make all of the graphs with the same scales until I've made them all. :( I can keep all my shit organized and I can get it all together for a presentation and have it right, but there is no NEED to waste time putting amazing labels on every piece of paper when most don't mean anything and will never be used. It's an extreme waste of effort.

I feel like that's what this lab is all about. Wasting effort to appease the evil Dr. And I feel super fat too. This is making me miserable. I think I'm gonna stop eating again. It's the only efficient means I have of losing weight. I'm really getting in a slump. :( I hope I go to Richmond this weekend. I need to get away and relax and just have fun quite honestly. My life is anything BUT fun at the moment. I want to crawl in a hole and drown. Or die . . . or whatever it is those hole dwelling creatures do. GRRRRR.