| Current mood: |  groggy |
| Current music: | Medulla (album) by Bjork |
Blazé
So I just woke up and thought I would get some news online. Lo and behold, Scott messages me to just randomly say good morning which kinda pepped up my day. He reminds me of the bisexual guy I dated in a lot of ways, but gay. That is ALSO weird because I talked to Bryan (bisexual guy) last night for awhile. It was all kind of strange, and quasi reminiscent. Neither of us will say it but I think we both "wish" we were together still because we just meshed very well. I also think we are both not willing to do it though because we both fucked up in different ways and for different reasons. I know that's a little vague but you'd have to ask me for more details on that one. LOL
My personal life always seems topsy turvy at best. I'm glad I've decided to put my professional and domestic life before my personal life because those are the only two I can control (and I use that word loosely). Dr. K is NOT easy to control or to even handle. Thankfully, he's going out of town on the 8th of October (to France), and the day after I fly to Jax, FL to see Michael. Then we are flying back to DC for varying reasons, me to see Margaret Cho and Michael to interview with the State department. "I'm so PROUD of him (tears up)."
And I'm sore. Mondo-sore. Like, I want someone to massage my legs kind of sore. But I must do this because my self-image is dwindling fast and I have physical goals that I want to meet, certain pants I want to wear, and certain men who need to find me SHEXIE. :)
So, yeah. Everything is "back to normal." Don came in to "steal" my dog. He wakes me up to ask me if he can take him to a big yard with a fence where he can play all day. I would be a mean dad if I said no, so of course I said yes, but jesus. Don't wake me up. And he IS my dog, not yours. Luckily I'm too tired to be adamant and hardcore about this. So I'll just stop my bitching.
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